individuality 'aint dead

So I'm gonna lay it out for you guys nice and smoothly.
I am going to stop posting in this hypothetical world.
Why?
Because so many people have blogs. Much with the same concepts. Except they chuck in a whinge here and there. It defeats the purpose of my being here. All I'm trying to do is spread the love.
But of course, I'm just another blog.
Everyone.
Fucking everyone.
Where can one be original?

I think I'm going to take up art.

How are you?

I feel uncomfortable. Like someone has told me I've been sentenced to jail. Why have I perceived a question so insignificant so seriously? Just say 'good thanks' and get on with it.

I'm alive, thanks.

So what do you do when you have a sense of self-iscolation? You literally cannot escape yourself?

Plz comment.

The Pied Piper

Woah. I sincerely apologise for the lack of activity.

You know how it is... School, studying, all that shit.

I think I have reached a point in my life where I just do not care about what people think of me. I think I have achieved the impossible.

This is something you cannot do to happen. There is no action you can use to make this happen. It just happens.

Probably the lack of human socialising has caused this. But nevertheless, I really don't care what you think about me. Now I sound like your typical teenage specimen. But I don't care, right?

Do me a favour. Don't pay back. Pay forward.

Peace

new.

Today, I discovered the oldest trick in the book...

Look and you shall find.

Sometimes, words aren't enough.

Fuck.

Sup guys. So I've been gone for months. Sorry about that.

Well. Um... This is awkward...

I'll just get right into it then.

Okay. So.

What if you make a decision so bad, you don't know what to do? If its completely undoable, without any drastic changes? (for the few people who actually read this, comment your answer)

Judging by my previous posts; you'd fight through it. Show life and the universe your up for it, no matter how long it takes.

But I don't know guys...

Three years seems like a long time.

I gotta do it though. I have to do this. Or I'll mentally die. Quite literally.

Gah. I'll elaborate when I don't have to get up at 6.30am.

Peace.

p.s. I'll change the ugly design later.

Gumby

Well well well.
Nick has decided to temporarily abandon his little blog, so Tash is going to have a bit of fun, after she figures out how to use it because she has never ever written a blog in her special life.
Now firstly, in a little bit more then a week Nick will be in the lovely place they call Melbourne, so much better then the little hole he has been living in.
And then I can slap him in the face for making his blogs picture me holding a shoe, but I do have to say that he is like a really inspirational writer, and when I rule the world he can inspire people with his lovely life knowledge. But other then that I think it should be illegal to put pictures of ME on a little blog.

Ok so,
Nick is like my best friend. Only for a few reasons- make that a few million. He is just a really special kid with heaps of wrinkles as he is just so old. And he is really mature, as you have probably noticed in his life changing words he has been writing. Frankly, hes pretty amazing and so is this little blog thing so i think he should unabandon it and keep on writing his little heart out. And this blog thing is just plain weird for me to be writing in now so ill finish up with saying that i lovee youuuu Nick and am really excited for you to trot your way to Melbournee!

Love Tash :-)

lessons learned

So yeah.
You know all the shit I've been writing? Turns out that theres a massive twist,
life will take you wherever it feels you should go.
Working towards a goal? Forget it.
Be prepared for the worst and fuck what others think. People's opinions usually get in the way of positivity. In fact, believe it or not, it's usually the cause of negative emotions.

Let's not go down that road though.
Lets go down this one;
Personality are divided into three components
Your ego is the person you are. The person people see and the person you want to be.
Your Id is the unconscious person. The sensual, primal side of you. The side of you that you can't control with ease.
Lastly, your superego is what your parents and society have instilled into you. Basically, the superego is morals that have been made for you.

Why am I telling you this? Well well well,

if you figure out how to tap into your Id, you can change who you are COMPLETELY. You can also manipulate others if you choose too. But lets save that for another post.



I would like to say that Maddison Leigh McHugh is the coolest person ever. No really, she is.
She's gonna be a tattoo artist and is amazingly good at art. I would show you a piece she did, but shes embaressed by it.
Oh well, your loss bub :)

november

People say,
if you really want something in life, it will come to you.
But that's not really true.
Sometimes you don't want it; you need it.
If you don't get what you need, you essentially become a lost entity; living example right here.
Find your aim in life, don't do it 'cause you want to, do it because you have too.

Things I need in life,
-sounds
-caffeine
-sleep
-melbourne

Yes. I'm in a very simple and confused mood.

Tired, tired, tired. All the fucking time. Can't sleep, can't think. Colour's and psychedelic music float precariously around me. I'm slowly loosing who I am, who I was, whatever that might of been.
There isn't a real me, only an entity.

On a lighter note,

"Today, my 4 year old cousin came into my room and told me he was running away. In his bag he had a cup of noodles, pajamas,Wall-E, and one sock. Im glad that he knows the necessities for life."
-mylifeisaverage.com

Power Ranger

It would nice if we could take back our mistakes, right?

Change who we are for the better.
Fill expectations and make loved ones proud.
Repeat situations in our life that could change us.

Nope. We need to live our life the way we want to, we can't let others take over. We can't let people's thought about us change who we are.
Your no better then the rest of them if you let them shoot you down like that.
Do what you want, when you want, make no expectations for anything or anyone and try to make life better for those who surround you.

There is one exception; expect the worst to happen. If we want something in this life, it's never going to be easy, because life will make it as hard as possible. This isn't a bad thing. A journey to get something we want will build us into better, stronger people.
Life will always be nice to us when we start something. I believe this is called 'beginners luck'.
Things will get harder and harder, but we need to keep fighting for what we want.

You may be thinking that this is just a postitive example of the 'fuck the system' idea.
But once you think about it, the system is 'fucked'. People wake up, have breakfast, go to work, come home, eat, sleep. This isn't living.
1 out of 15 people suffer from depression. Now, depression is really just a fancy word that describe serious unhappiness. Doesn't this say something?

I think I've droned on for much to long. I gotta go study. Oh the irony.

It was written.